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Blank Space | When All You Have Is A Suitcase

April 18, 2016 · In: Interior Design


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I’m sitting in a blank space, one that is no longer mine.  The furniture and everything that once filled this place have all been either packed or sold.

Terror of this moment has haunted me for months and yet as soon as the truck pulled away with what little we are shipping back to the US, I was at once filled with an overwhelming sense of fullness.  Even when I hardly have anything but the clothes on my back, I still feel like I have everything.

A blank page can feel overwhelming.  It stares us down.  Intimidates.  Terrifies.  It represents…

 

Emptiness.

 

But if we can dig deep within, we will see it for what it truly is…  a moment of infinite possibility!  When nothing is written and absolute freedom demands that we open our arms wide and embrace, not what is, but what can be.   Instead of nothing… we have it all.

So, there it is…  Not an end, but a new beginning…

A clean slate…

A fresh start…

 

I have no idea where the next chapter is going to take us.

I have no idea where we will live or where my kids will go to school.

Nothing is certain and while I know I should probably feel afraid, I instead feel free.

I am going to “The Land of the free.  The Home of the brave.”  How often I recited those words as a child with only a fleeting understanding of what they meant, but today they leap from the page of this chapter of my life and I feel compelled to embody those very principles.

I must be brave to be free and I must be free to be brave.

And so I am embracing this blank space… this blank page staring me in the face with courage and hope, excitement and fear, and great expectations that the land of opportunity will welcome me back and perhaps have even saved a little place of possibility for me…
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Photography: Jack Fussell

By: houseofvalen · In: Interior Design

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  1. [email protected] says

    April 18, 2016 at 8:41 pm

    I just wanted to write and say your words resonate so much right now. I am in the process of packing up and returning to a place I left 16 years ago, now with a husband and three kids. I am terrified! It is the most stressful move I have ever made, I guess because the kids are bigger now. It is inspiring to hear that you are experiencing a feeling of freedom, I can see that as our move gets closer my feelings are changing, I guess because our apartment no longer feels like a home … good luck with your move 🙂

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  2. [email protected] says

    April 18, 2016 at 8:41 pm

    I just wanted to write and say your words resonate so much right now. I am in the process of packing up and returning to a place I left 16 years ago, now with a husband and three kids. I am terrified! It is the most stressful move I have ever made, I guess because the kids are bigger now. It is inspiring to hear that you are experiencing a feeling of freedom, I can see that as our move gets closer my feelings are changing, I guess because our apartment no longer feels like a home … good luck with your move 🙂

    Reply
  3. [email protected] says

    April 18, 2016 at 8:41 pm

    I just wanted to write and say your words resonate so much right now. I am in the process of packing up and returning to a place I left 16 years ago, now with a husband and three kids. I am terrified! It is the most stressful move I have ever made, I guess because the kids are bigger now. It is inspiring to hear that you are experiencing a feeling of freedom, I can see that as our move gets closer my feelings are changing, I guess because our apartment no longer feels like a home … good luck with your move 🙂

    Reply
  4. [email protected] says

    April 19, 2016 at 3:41 pm

    Hello my dear…just at the moment i have read through your lines and was so touching of what you say and feel at the moment. I’m more than sure you will find a new place for you and your family where you could open a next chapter of your life. I wish you more from the heart all the best for this upcoming journey, take care, rock the land of the brave and yes find your little wonders again whereever you will wander…a big hug and good luck for everything…from germany and your old blogging your way – classmate ines ♡♡♡

    Reply
    • [email protected] says

      May 2, 2016 at 12:36 am

      Thank you ever so much!! xx

      Reply
  5. [email protected] says

    April 19, 2016 at 3:41 pm

    Hello my dear…just at the moment i have read through your lines and was so touching of what you say and feel at the moment. I’m more than sure you will find a new place for you and your family where you could open a next chapter of your life. I wish you more from the heart all the best for this upcoming journey, take care, rock the land of the brave and yes find your little wonders again whereever you will wander…a big hug and good luck for everything…from germany and your old blogging your way – classmate ines ♡♡♡

    Reply
    • [email protected] says

      May 2, 2016 at 12:36 am

      Thank you ever so much!! xx

      Reply
  6. [email protected] says

    April 19, 2016 at 3:41 pm

    Hello my dear…just at the moment i have read through your lines and was so touching of what you say and feel at the moment. I’m more than sure you will find a new place for you and your family where you could open a next chapter of your life. I wish you more from the heart all the best for this upcoming journey, take care, rock the land of the brave and yes find your little wonders again whereever you will wander…a big hug and good luck for everything…from germany and your old blogging your way – classmate ines ♡♡♡

    Reply
    • [email protected] says

      May 2, 2016 at 12:36 am

      Thank you ever so much!! xx

      Reply
  7. [email protected] says

    April 20, 2016 at 5:32 pm

    Safe travels. Enjoy the journey on the way to you next destination.

    Reply
  8. [email protected] says

    April 20, 2016 at 5:32 pm

    Safe travels. Enjoy the journey on the way to you next destination.

    Reply
  9. [email protected] says

    April 20, 2016 at 5:32 pm

    Safe travels. Enjoy the journey on the way to you next destination.

    Reply
  10. Anonymous says

    December 7, 2016 at 9:01 am

    […] After more than a decade spent abroad, mostly in urban settings, we are finally home… back in the leafy suburbs of Atlaaanta where we met and first got started. (We draw out our a’s down here, yaaa’ll.) […]

    Reply
  11. Anonymous says

    December 7, 2016 at 9:01 am

    […] After more than a decade spent abroad, mostly in urban settings, we are finally home… back in the leafy suburbs of Atlaaanta where we met and first got started. (We draw out our a’s down here, yaaa’ll.) […]

    Reply
  12. Anonymous says

    December 7, 2016 at 9:01 am

    […] After more than a decade spent abroad, mostly in urban settings, we are finally home… back in the leafy suburbs of Atlaaanta where we met and first got started. (We draw out our a’s down here, yaaa’ll.) […]

    Reply
  13. [email protected] says

    March 20, 2017 at 2:11 pm

    Valentina, Jack and family — we are so happy and thrilled to have you all as our new neighbors and I only hope we can make G/Eagles the place you will never leave — or, at least not too soon. P. Royak

    Reply
    • [email protected] says

      March 20, 2017 at 2:21 pm

      We are filled with delight beyond words to have found a place so warm and welcoming. To have found such quick friends of the heart is a true gift!

      Reply
  14. [email protected] says

    March 20, 2017 at 2:11 pm

    Valentina, Jack and family — we are so happy and thrilled to have you all as our new neighbors and I only hope we can make G/Eagles the place you will never leave — or, at least not too soon. P. Royak

    Reply
    • [email protected] says

      March 20, 2017 at 2:21 pm

      We are filled with delight beyond words to have found a place so warm and welcoming. To have found such quick friends of the heart is a true gift!

      Reply
  15. [email protected] says

    March 20, 2017 at 2:11 pm

    Valentina, Jack and family — we are so happy and thrilled to have you all as our new neighbors and I only hope we can make G/Eagles the place you will never leave — or, at least not too soon. P. Royak

    Reply
    • [email protected] says

      March 20, 2017 at 2:21 pm

      We are filled with delight beyond words to have found a place so warm and welcoming. To have found such quick friends of the heart is a true gift!

      Reply
  16. Anonymous says

    July 27, 2017 at 8:12 am

    […] that mean for you?  I hope it will make you feel as excited as it does me.  It smells a little like freedom to me!  Oh, to have the world of possibility at our fingertips and the freedom to pursue whatever it is […]

    Reply
  17. Anonymous says

    July 27, 2017 at 8:12 am

    […] that mean for you?  I hope it will make you feel as excited as it does me.  It smells a little like freedom to me!  Oh, to have the world of possibility at our fingertips and the freedom to pursue whatever it is […]

    Reply
  18. Anonymous says

    July 27, 2017 at 8:12 am

    […] that mean for you?  I hope it will make you feel as excited as it does me.  It smells a little like freedom to me!  Oh, to have the world of possibility at our fingertips and the freedom to pursue whatever it is […]

    Reply

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